i dun like u

i had a terrible night yesterday... i cried... i juz didnt want to do anything at all... i am so sick of life all of a sudden... haiz... making dear worried and helpless.. sorry wor... but thanks for talking to me... hee... i was toking to elaine, god mama and aizhen plus some of my other friends online... i miss my life the way it used to be... carefree, not so stressful, being all so happy and FREE... its so monotone that i cant take it... the people is making me so piss off and stressful... i juz dun wanna wake up and i juz wanna sleep and forget all the shit... everyday juz pass by like that.. weekends are something that i am looking forward too but however it doesnt mean much anymore... because even though it is so precious to me, time juz seems to pass by even faster... i thought "is this call life?" and it irritates me and get all sad and emo... i hated it... and it hates me so because my friends around me are so sad and angry too... haiz..

anyway... i went to meet dear after work.. i am happy to see him... so we went to city hall to walk around before heading for dinner... i was craving for this... and i put alot alot of chilli juz to make myself feel even better...



it may look ugly.. haha... but it taste really good... curry chicken noodle!

after all that.. i drag dear around... to accompany me to buy my mum presents for mother's day... i bought alot things at different shops... lolz... shop till around 10 then we went to carls jr for drink... free flow ma! ^^

and we take alot of pictures...













despite being happy cos i got my dearest mama presents.. i still feel sad... the feeling still lingers in me from yesterday.. and i juz feel like crying agan... wth!! =(

i dun care... i going to sleep till i am contented... nitez all...